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THE DREAM [BONUS TRACKS]

by KNUCKLËHEAD

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1.
REVIVAL 02:39
I'M ALONE I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO WHEN IT'S COLD I'VE BEEN KNEELING I'VE BEEN FEELING I'VE BEEN LOST I'VE BEEN LOW IT'S AMAZING THAT I'M FADING HOW DID I TURN TO THIS? I USED TO WANT SOMETHING I USED TO WANT TO LEAVE I USED TO HAVE A DREAM WHERE DID IT GO? WHERE DID YOU GO? I FEEL SO...SO ALONE I CAN SEE I BELIEVE AND I STILL HAVE A DREAM INSIDE OF ME
2.
I DON'T NEED A REASON TO BE A MISFIT WHATEVER THE REASON, HOW FAR I GO WHEN IT'S MY TIME THEN I WILL LET YOU KNOW IT DON'T TAKE A GENIUS TO BE AN IDIOT IT DON'T TAKE A JESUS TO SAVE MY SOUL WELL, IT'S MY TIME AND IT'S MY TIME TO GO PEDESTRIAN IS WHAT I AM AN UNDERSTATED SAMARITAN WHERE I GO, I GO ALONE AS LONG AS I AM TAKING MY TIME I DON'T KNOW THE REASON TO BE SPECIFIC I LISTENED TO REASON, THE REASON IS TRUE I DID MY TIME AND NOW IT'S TIME TO GO
3.
I'M STANDING HERE OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW AND I'M STILL NOT SURE WHAT TO DO IT¹S BEEN SIX YEARS SINCE I HAVE SEEN YOU AND IT'S A DIFFERENT KIND OF VIEW CAN I STILL TRUST IN YOU? I'M WONDERING WHAT YOU'VE BEEN UP TO AND ARE YOU THE SAME? DO YOU STILL WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS PLACE? I'VE ALREADY LEFT NOW BECAUSE IT'S TIME TO GO REMEMBER THAT PROMISE WE MADE LONG AGO? WE WERE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS AND YOU WERE JUST LIKE ME COULD IT BE THE SAME AGAIN? BECAUSE YOU'RE SOMEONE I NEED GO
4.
HERE WE GO NOW ON OUR OWN I'M CONFIDENT THAT WE ARE MORE THAN FRIENDS WE'LL HAVE TO STICK THIS UNTIL THE END OUR JOURNEY HAS JUST BEGUN PICKING UP YOUR FRIEND AND NOW WE GOT TO GO THIS MEANS MORE TO ME THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW STARTING TO PREPARE AND FIGURE THIS ALL OUT PICKING OFF THE SCABS OF DOUBT THINGS FEEL GOOD NOW THAT WE LEFT I THINK YOU SEE THAT I AM NOT AS STRESSED THERE IS NOTHING THAT I'LL MISS PULL OVER SO THAT I CAN PISS I WILL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE SURE THAT THIS LASTS THE FUTURE ALWAYS LOOKS MUCH BETTER THAN THE PAST LEAVING THIS PLACE AND WE'RE NEVER LOOKING BACK WITH OUR LIVES IN OUR BACKPACKS
5.
NEW BLOOD 01:28
DON'T LOOK BACK ON YOUR LOST DAYS OF BURNING DOWN THE GROUND FROM WHERE YOU STAND DON'T COUNT OUT ON YOUR BACK...THE ASHES OF YOUR LAST DESTROYED HEIRLOOM WHEN YOU CAN'T CHOOSE YOUR OWN WORST ENEMY AND THE YEARS PROVE THE CHOSEN ONE IS YOU DON'T LOOK BACK ON YOUR LOST YEARS OF TRAGEDY YOU'D JUST ASSUME FORGET ...AND THROUGH THESE SCARS I PUMP NEW BLOOD (ALAS, NEW BLOOD!) MY LIFE SUPPORT SYSTEMS ARE GONE (ALAS, NEW BLOOD!) ALAS I'M STANDING AND I'M ON MY OWN NEW BLOOD, OLD SKIN
6.
WEAK KNEES 02:06
MAKING OUR WAY THROUGH THE COUNTRY TODAY IT'S ALL BEEN WORKING OUT REMINDING ME LAST NIGHT I WANTED TO SAY I'M FEELING BETTER NOW I'VE BEEN DOING WHAT I WANT, I GOT WHAT I NEED I'M JUST SO EAGER TO SEE WHAT YOU'VE BEEN THINKING AND DO YOU BELIEVE WE GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO SUCCEED--I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW IF YOU¹RE AS INVESTED AS ME IT'S ALL JUST PART OF THE DREAM...MINE THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID YESTERDAY IT'S BEEN STUCK IN MY MIND I CAN'T WAIT TO FIND OUT EVERYTHING YOU KNOW AND ALL THAT YOU FEEL INSIDE I'VE BEEN HANGING ONTO THINGS THAT YOU SAY IT'S EVERYTHING I NEED MAYBE THIS IS TOO MUCH PRESSURE ON YOU I'LL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE BUT I DON'T WANT TO KNOW IF YOUR HEART ACHES FOR SOMETHING ELSE I WORRY EVERY TIME I LOOK IN YOUR EYES WHAT'S GOING THROUGH YOUR MIND? I'M LOCKING UP ALL MY ANXIETY DEEP INSIDE AND I DON'T MIND
7.
WAIT & SEE 02:41
WONDERING WHERE YOU WENT AND WHAT YOU'VE BEEN DOING BECAUSE I'M SITTING HERE ALONE I PUT IN ALL THE WORK AND THEN SOME TODAY AND NOW I AM READY TO GO YOU'RE SUCH A GREAT PARTNER--THINKING FOR YOURSELF IS THERE SOMETHING I SHOULD KNOW? WHEN YOU COME BACK I GOT SOMETHING TO SAY, I HOPE YOU GOT SOMETHING TO SHOW THROUGH ALL THE BULLSHIT I MANAGED TO GET YOU TO CALL ME BACK YOU NEVER REMEMBER, I NEVER FORGET ARE WE STILL ON TRACK? YOU TRY TO CONVINCE ME, YOU'RE TRYING TO SAY THAT YOU'RE STILL DOWN WITH ME NOW I DON'T REALLY KNOW JUST WHAT TO THINK GUESS I'LL JUST WAIT AND SEE
8.
WAITING AROUND SOMETIMES NOT SURE WHEN EVERYTHING'S FINE I'M STUCK AND I'M TRAPPED IN MY MIND WILL I SEE YOU TONIGHT? WILL I SEE YOU TONIGHT? ANOTHER DAY LEFT AND GONE I DON'T RECALL WHAT I'VE DONE WASTING TIME IS NOT TOO MUCH FUN WILL I SEE YOU TONIGHT? WILL I SEE YOU TONIGHT? IT ALWAYS FEELS LIKE I'M OUT OF TIME WILL I SEE YOU TONIGHT? WILL I SEE YOU TONIGHT?
9.
NOW I AM AWAKE, I FEEL LIKE A MISTAKE, AND THERE IS NOWHERE LEFT TO RUN. I'M CHOKING ON THE ANGER BECAUSE I CAN'T SWALLOW THE HATE AND NOW I AM THE DAMAGED ONE. YOU FUCKED UP, I WANT TO HATE YOUR GUTS, BUT I DON'T WANT TO LOSE THE FIGHT. NOW THERE'S SOMETHING I WILL ALWAYS HAVE TO LIVE WITH AND REGRET FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. FUCK YOU AND FUCK OFF. FUCK YOU AND FUCK OFF. YOU'RE A PIG AND YOU LIE AND I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE, FUCK YOU AND FUCK OFF. FORCED IN WITH ALL THE SHEEP, STILL IN DISBELIEF, TALKING TO MYSELF SO I CAN SOMEHOW MAKE SOME SENSE OF ALL THE HATEFUL THINGS YOU'VE BEEN BEEN PUTTING INSIDE MY MIND. IT DON'T FEEL RIGHT, THINKING EVERY NIGHT, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH EVERYTHING YOU LEFT ME WITH AND ALL THE SHIT I FEEL? I'M DRIED UP, SPIT OUT, AND USED.
10.
LIGHTS OUT! I'M BLOWING RIGHT INTO YOUR MIND. LAST NIGHT WE FUCKED UP AND HELD IT INSIDE. I'M FEELING SO USELESS, SO LOST AND ASTRAY I'M BREAKING ON THROUGH INTO ANOTHER DAY. IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME BRAND NEW SHIT EVERYDAY. I'M FEELING COMPULSIVE I DON'T WANT TO STAY. I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU WENT, I DON'T WANT TO CARE. ANOTHER REMINDER THAT LIFE ISN'T FAIR. DON'T THINK NOW, LET'S GO HEAD INTO THE NIGHT. I'M RESTLESS I'M ANGRY, I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT. I GOT TO GET OUT AND I GOT TO GET IN TO SOMETHING THAT BRINGS OUT WHAT I FEEL WITHIN. I'M SEARCHING FOR HOW I CAN PAVE A NEW WAY, I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT, DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. IT'S TIME TO GET RID OF THE PAIN THAT I FEEL. JUMP IN TO THE SHIT WHERE EVERYTHING'S REAL. MEET ME IN THE PIT.
11.
GOING HOME 04:50
NOW THAT IT'S ALL SAID AND DONE I HAVE TO GO, BUT I'LL MISS YOU WITH MY SOUL. I AM EAGER TO MOVE ON TO SOMETHING NEW, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. SOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME I COULD NEVER CHANGE. I WAITED FOR SOMEONE TO KNOW MY NAME. I KNOW, I'M GETTING OLD, AND I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME. CAUGHT UP IN EVERYTHING I WANTED TO ESCAPE, LAYING AROUND MY HOUSE FOR DAYS. TALKING TO SOMEONE NEVER REALLY WORKS. FORGOT TO EAT AND NOW IT HURTS. NOW THAT IT'S ALL SAID AND DONE I HAVE TO GO, BUT I LOVE YOU WITH MY SOUL. I AM EAGER TO MOVE ON TO SOMETHING NEW, BUT I'M NOT SURE WHAT I'LL DO.
12.
I DROVE A WEDGE BETWEEN THE DAY AND NIGHT. MY FEAR IS CASTING A SHADOW. THIS GUILT TRIPS DRIVING DOWN THE STREET TONIGHT. MY SPIRIT TAKES ME THROUGH THIS AVENUE. THE TIME HAS COME TODAY, BUT I STOPPED TWO BLOCKS AWAY. SOMEDAY I WILL RETURN TO THE ASHES THAT I BURNED TO SING A SONG OF LOVE AND SORROW. I WAS PUMMELED IN THIS HOUSE OF PAIN, BUT I SURVIVED THE WARS I WAGED. AND I'VE SCREAMED WITH ALL THE SPIT THAT'S ON THIS STAGE, "THIS OPEN HEART IS BACK TOMORROW..."

credits

released December 17, 2017

KNUCKLËHEAD:
ROGER - VOCALS, GUITARS, AND PIANO.
ERIK - BASS AND TRUMPET
NICK - DRUMS AND VOCALS

ALL SONGS WRITTEN BY KNUCKLEHEAD EXCEPT "THE PEDESTRIAN" WRITTEN BY FOXBORO HOT TUBS, "NEW BLOOD" WRITTEN BY PINHEAD GUNPOWDER, AND "ANNIVERSARY SONG" WRITTEN BY PINHEAD GUNPOWDER.
ALL SONGS RECORDED BY ELI AT STRANGE RECORDINGS (FACEBOOK.COM/STRANGERECORDINGS).
ALL SONGS MIXED AND MASTERED BY BRANDON AT IF AND ONLY IF PRODUCTIONS (FACEBOOK.COM/IFANDONLYIFPRODUCTIONS).

COVER PHOTO BY ALIYAH.
ADDITIONAL VOCALS ON "MEET ME IN THE PIT" BY VINNY.

SPECIAL THANX TO JOHN ROECKER AND AARON COMETBUS FOR THE INSPIRATION.

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