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WAITING FOR LIFE

by KNUCKLËHEAD

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DAY AFTER DAY I CAN SEE THEY’RE THE SAME NOTHING TO TAKE ME, TO TAKE ME AWAY I CAN’T FIND SOMEONE WITH SOMETHING TO SAY DON’T WANT TO GIVE IN, I DON’T WANT TO STAY HEY… WAITING FOR LIFE IT’S SUCH A PITY TO SEE YOU AGAIN YOU ALWAYS GIVE IN LIKE ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS LIVE WITH A MEANING, YOU’LL ONLY PRETEND LIVE WITHOUT DREAMING, A LONELY DESCEND HEY… WAITING FOR LIFE WHOA THE SACRIFICE
2.
I GET BY I CAN LIE I DON'T MIND WHAT'S INSIDE I’LL GET MINE WHEN I DIE GO AWAY I CAN'T STAY LONELY DAYS RED INK STAIN LOST MY BRAIN IN THE RAIN COMING AROUND AGAIN SAYING THAT WE'RE FRIENDS I BUY IN THY, STUPID HEAD LIES I AM YOUR DISEASE I CAN FIND THROUGH THE VINE FRANKENSTEIN FUCK MY MIND ALL THE TIME IN THE GRIND IN TOO DEEP LOSING SLEEP EARN YOUR KEEP FROM THE WEAK GETS TOO STEEP FOR THE CREEP COMING AROUND AGAIN SAYING THAT WE'RE FRIENDS I BUY IN THY, STUPID HEAD LIES I AM YOUR DISEASE
3.
QUICK FIX 01:03
FEEDING YOUTH THROUGH CALLOUS EYES PAID UPON THEIR HEALTH’S DEMISE NO ONE SEEMS TO GIVE A SHIT FRESH FRUIT PESTICIDE KEEPING MYSELF ALIVE I CAN BARELY STAY AWAKE GIMME SUGAR, TAKE A HIT BIG WORDS MAKE IT ALL LEGIT BAPTIZE US IN CORN SYRUP THANK GOD FOR THE FDA EAT HIGH FRUCTOSE EVERYDAY I’LL SURRENDER WHEN I DIE QUICK FIX, QUICK FIX, QUICK FIX I NEED A QUICK FIX, QUICK, FIX, QUICK FIX I NEED IT BLOOD PRESSURE GETTING CRANKED FILLING UP MY GAS TANK GETTING SET TO FUCKING GO I NEVER THINK TWICE GET IT AT THE LOW PRICE ALWAYS TASTES THE FUCKING BEST FUCK OFF, LAISSEZ-FAIRE CHOKING ON THE SMOGGED AIR I’D NEVER WANT TO FUCKING CHANGE COUNTING DOWN TO HEART DISEASE MAKE MORE ROOM FOR AMPUTEES I DON’T EVEN FEEL THE SHAME QUICK FIX, QUICK FIX, QUICK FIX I NEED A QUICK FIX, QUICK, FIX, QUICK FIX I NEED IT
4.
2AM 02:28
THERE ARE TIMES I WISH I HAD A FRIEND SOMEONE THAT I COULD JUST TALK TO AND NOW AND THEN, I’LL THINK OF YOU BUT YOU’RE NOT AROUND WASTING TIME I’D ALWAYS BE THERE BY MYSELF AND THERE’S NO ONE I CAN SHOW WALKING HOME AND IT’S BEEN MISERABLE TONIGHT I THINK IT’S TIME THAT I SHOULD GO THE WAY I FELL THIS CAN’T BE LOST AND I’LL BE THERE EVEN WHEN YOU’RE GONE I’M TOO TIRED AND YOU’RE TOO JADED WE’VE BEEN DOWN AND WE’RE BOTH FRUSTRATED I THINK THAT THIS TIME I SHOULD WALK AWAY IT’S BEEN FORCED INTO MY HEAD BUT IT CHANGED EVERYDAY CONVERSATIONS THAT I NEVER HAD MAKES ME THINK THAT IT’S OKAY WASTING TIME I’D ALWAYS BE THERE BY MYSELF AND THERE’S NO ONE I CAN SHOW WALKING HOME AND IT’S BEEN MISERABLE TONIGHT I THINK IT’S TIME THAT I SHOULD GO THE WAY I FELL THIS CAN’T BE LOST AND I’LL BE THERE EVEN WHEN YOU’RE GONE I’M TOO TIRED AND YOU’RE TOO JADED WE’VE BEEN DOWN AND WE’RE BOTH FRUSTRATED I THINK THAT THIS TIME I SHOULD WALK AWAY I PUSHED MY LUCK I MISSED THE SHOW I FELT SO STUCK I FELT SO LOW I CAN’T FIND THE THINGS IN LIFE AND I SEEM TO DESTROY MYSELF BUT I GUESS IT’S TIME I LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES
5.
ANOMIE 01:45
ANOMIE AND FICTION I HAVE NO ROLE CONSTANTLY PICKING FIGHTS WITH THE TROLLS I WILL CREATE YOU I WILL FRUSTRATE YOU FEELING THE SORROWS INTO THE VOIDS KEEP ME FROM THINKING KEEP ME EMPLOYED IT’S JUST THE SAME SHIT REPEAT, RESUBMIT I’M GONNA FIND OUT JUST WHAT TO DO I GOTTA WAKE UP, WORK JUST LIKE YOU I’LL COME CLOSER EVERYDAY WHAT YOU’VE LAID OUT DISARRAY ANOMIE WITH VISION I HAVE NO SOUL ALL OF THIS FIGHTING ALL FOR THE GOAL YOU’LL NEVER MAKE IT WHY DON’T YOU JUST QUIT? DON’T WANT YOUR BELIEFS I DON’T BELIEVE THEM GOING IN CIRCLES A JUDGMENT IN REM WE ARE THE CONSCIOUS WE MAKE THE ANXIOUS CONFORM AND AGREE OR YOU WON’T BE FREE I WON’T GO FOR IT AND LIVE THROUGH THE DAYS OF FEELING THE REGRETS AND PRAY FOR A RAISE I’LL COME CLOSER EVERYDAY WHAT YOU’VE LAID OUT DISARRAY YOU WON’T FIT IN CAST AWAY I’LL BE ALRIGHT BREAK AWAY
6.
DETOX 01:10
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I GOT THIS FEELING THAT I’M NOT SO DIFFERENT, I COULD BE JUST LIKE YOU WHAT COULD I DO TO FIND OUT WHAT I SHOULD DO HERE AND NOW? BUT I STAY AWAY, WISHING THAT SOMEONE WOULD MAKE ME GO DON’T TAKE IT, MOVE ON YOU WILL GET THERE I KNOW, SOMEDAY, I’LL GET OUT AND FIND A PLACE TO GO WHEN WILL I KNOW THE TIME? I WISH THAT I COULD FIGURE OUT HOW I AM SUPPOSED TO TALK TO YOU I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY SHOULD I ASK THE QUESTIONS? WHY CAN’T YOU GIVE DIRECTIONS? I STAY AWAY, WISHING THAT SOMEONE WOULD MAKE ME GO DON’T TAKE IT, MOVE ON YOU WILL GET THERE I KNOW, SOMEDAY, I’LL GET OUT AND FIND A PLACE TO GO HOW SHOULD I KNOW? WAITING FOR ME TO CHANGE SO THAT YOU CAN STAY THE SAME WHAT SHOULD I DO TO SEE THIS THROUGH? I STAY AWAY, THINKING THAT SOMEONE SHOULD MAKE ME GO DON’T TAKE IT, MOVE ON YOU WILL GET THERE I KNOW, SOMEDAY, I’LL GET OUT AND FIND A PLACE TO GO WHEN SHOULD I GO?
8.
THE STATION 03:04
IT’S COMING OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME SPENT YEARS STUCK INSIDE MY MIND FELT LIKE A VICTIMLESS CRIME SEARCHING FOR WHAT I COULDN’T FIND FALLING AWAY FROM MYSELF FALLING AWAY WAITING AT THE STATION AND I WILL NOT FIGHT I WISH I COULD TELL YOU THAT THIS IS ALRIGHT I’LL WAIT AT THE STATION, I WON’T HAVE THIS FIGHT IT HURTS ME TO TELL YOU I WON’T COME TONIGHT I RAN AWAY BUT I CAME BACK YOU HELPED ME GET ON THE RIGHT TRACK I HELD MY BREATH UNTIL IT ALL WENT BLACK I ALMOST SLIPPED THROUGH THE CRACKS FALLING AWAY FROM MYSELF FALLING AWAY WAITING FOR LIFE IT’S SUCH A DREAM PERSONAL STRIFE NOT WHAT IT SEEMS EVOLUTION OF RETRIBUTION, I CAN’T TAKE THE PAIN RESTITUTION FROM INSTITUTION BUT I’M NOT INSANE WAITING AT THE STATION AND I WILL NOT FIGHT I WISH I COULD TELL YOU THAT THIS IS ALRIGHT I’LL WAIT AT THE STATION, I WON’T HAVE THIS FIGHT IT HURTS ME TO TELL YOU I WON’T COME TONIGHT
9.
KEEPING ME BUSY, I’M KEEPING AWAY ON TO THE NEXT THING I DON’T WANT TO STAY FULL DAYS OF MISERY, BARELY AWAKE WALKING THE FINE LINE OF FRIENDLY AND FAKE TRY TO SAY WHAT’S ON YOUR MIND DON’T HOLD IT INSIDE THEN IT WON’T HURT YOUR PRIDE I CAN HARDLY SUBSIDE, HARDLY SUBSIDE WASTING MY TIME READING THE SIGNS WOKE UP ON TIME, BUT I’M GONNA BE LATE JESUS IS CALLING, I’LL TEXT HIM TO WAIT MAKING A PLAN AND I’M SEALING MY FATE DREAMS GETTING CLEARER WITH EVERY MISTAKE TRY TO SAY WHAT’S ON YOUR MIND DON’T HOLD IT INSIDE THEN IT WON’T HURT YOUR PRIDE I CAN HARDLY SUBSIDE, HARDLY SUBSIDE WASTING MY TIME READING THE SIGNS DAY AFTER DAY, FEELINGS WILL STRAY ALL ALONE HOLDING ME BACK, MIND WILL DETRACT ON MY OWN I’LL WAIT FOR LIFE WHAT’S WORTH THE FIGHT?
10.
ANGELINE I COULDN’T BE THE ONE FOR YOU I MOVED TO FAST, MATTER OF FACT, THAT’S ALL I KNOW WALKING BY YOU CAUGHT MY EYE AND I WAS MOVED FIRST MISTAKE THAT I MADE WAS LOOKING AT YOU I DIDN’T KNOW THAT IT WAS A TEST I DON’T KNOW, I DON’T KNOW IT WAS SO FUCKED UP WHEN YOU LEFT WHERE’D YOU GO? WHERE’D YOU GO? I WANNA BE YOUR WORST ENEMY I WANNA BE A PLAGUED MEMORY WHAT COULD I NOT FORESEE? HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? ANGELINE COMING CLEAN, YOU WERE A LIE I WOULDN’T DOUBT THAT YOU WENT OUT WITH SOME OTHER GUY BY MYSELF NEVER FELT QUITE SO GOOD STATE OF MIND, DISINCLINED MISUNDERSTOOD I DIDN’T KNOW THAT IT WAS A TEST I DON’T KNOW, I DON’T KNOW IT WAS SO FUCKED UP WHEN YOU LEFT WHERE’D YOU GO? WHERE’D YOU GO? I WANNA BE YOUR WORST ENEMY I WANNA BE A PLAGUED MEMORY WHAT COULD I NOT FORESEE? HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? MY LIFE IS GOING BY WAY TOO FAST AND I CAN’T MAKE IT LAST WHY MUST I WAIT FOR LIFE? WHEN WILL IT BE ALRIGHT? I GONNA BE YOUR WORST ENEMY I GONNA BE A PLAGUED MEMORY I KNEW THAT I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG I’M GONNA MAKE YOU FEEL SO WRONG
11.
TIME TO GO 04:15
I’VE BEEN WAITING THROUGH THE LONGEST DAYS PLANNING OUT A WAY TO LIVE 2 A.M. LOOKING FOR A SIGN I TOOK WHAT ANYONE COULD GIVE I WATCHED YOU FALL AWAY FROM ME I COULDN’T LIE TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT AND IT’S GETTING WAY TOO LATE FOR HOLDING OUT UNDER STREETLIGHTS I’LL WAIT LIFE WHAT’S LEFT TO LOSE? I’LL WAIT LIFE WHAT’S LEFT TO LOSE? WAKING UP AGAIN THIS IS NOT THE END FALLING OUT OF LINE I’M NOT WASTING TIME BEEN THE VICTIM WHEN I WAS NOT YOUR FRIEND THE STRUGGLE’S NEVER KNOWN BUT NOW IT’S TIME TO GO

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released June 5, 2014

KNUCKLËHEAD:
ROGER = VOCALS/GUITAR
SPIKE = BASS/VOCALS
CHRIS = DRUMS

RECORDED IN CHRIS' BASEMENT. ENGINEERED, MIXED, AND MASTERED BY CHRIS.
PHOTOS BY AMBER.

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